January 2011
Reblog if you're not going to be with the person...
Jan 1st
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December 2010
Thank You
Dear Cass, I don’t know if you’ll ever read this, but I have to get it out anyway.  Here we are again, pushing away from each other just like before. Last time this happened, I was shattered.  The only reason I even kept myself going was to talk to you.  We got back together and it all came apart again but this time… I’m going to try to smile.  Because looking back on...
Dec 31st
Hello There: When you leave just remember to lock... →
cassia2468: You love from your heart, but hate with your mind. I know your confused about this, but the first thing I said to you was I’m a mess. You wanted to help and now you leave. I hope you know it’s not that easy. You can’t have a person’s trust, hope, and friendship then decide to walk away. You finish…
Dec 31st
Oooooh I got a text -129- Please call Aunt Mary :/  God is laughing at me right now.
Dec 31st
“I’m giving you the finger while crossing all the others…”
Dec 31st
11:11
11:11: You- “Make a wish” Me(thinking)- I wish that this could last forever… or at least for a while -A couple minutes later- You: I don’t want a long term relationship. Me(Thinking)- I guess wishes never come true.
Dec 30th
What have I become?
I tried to kill myself last night. I’ve gone and messed everything up, yet again. I’m sitting there holding the knife thinking “I’m never going to be with you” about to cut. Then I thought about how much I hated it when you swallowed those pills.  How much I’d hurt Tristan.  How much it’d hurt you. Its ironic that you’re the reason I wanted to...
Dec 30th
Cross the line if you've ever tried or...
Dec 30th
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I messed up. What’s the point in waking up tomorrow when all I care about is yesterday? I will never be good enough for you. Ever. I’d burn down the world for you and that wouldn’t be enough. I need you. But I’m too fucked up. And I may have gone and destroyed everything for you now too. My wrist stings. My heart stings. Tonight I’ll lay alone with your photo album...
Dec 30th
A Letter From A Lousy Friend Part 4
So. This is it, huh? Thanks for the memories. I just can’t do it anymore. Sorry man, but I’ve fallen in love and I guess you don’t fit in the picture anymore. I know I’m a bad friend. I’m sorry. See you soon.
Dec 26th
Dec 26th
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Dec 26th
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Kisses on the neck are my ultimate weakness.
Dec 26th
Favorite Movie Bromances
reluctanttumbling: (in no particular order) 4. Miguel and Tulio [The Road to El Dorado] Childhood=Destroyed
Dec 26th
Reblog if you really want to be kissed right now.
shawnaaamarieee: oh god, yes please. stuckwithlife: been waiting for 15 years :|
Dec 26th
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“Circle me and the needle moves gracefully back and forth, if my heart was a...”
Dec 25th
Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas to everyone :D Thanks IfollowEveryoneNow for the promotion (: I’ll get to following all the new followers very soon. Hope y’all have a great Christmas ^_^
Dec 25th
Goodbye, Queen of the Winter Night
As the snow falls around us, a bittersweet symphony is playing in my head. I know this is the last time I’ll see you, but in this frozen moment in time I’m happy. You melted the tundra that was my heart, and dissipated all my mistakes like snowflakes on an evergreen branch. Goodbye, queen of the winter night. See you when the ice melts, and the earth is warm again.
Dec 25th
Christmas Promo List.
ifolloweveryonenow: ITS OFFICIALLY CHRISTMAS HERE!  SO IF YOU WANT A QUICK PROMO REBLOG THIS AND I WILL DO SO. MUST BE FOLLOWING ME, JUST SAYING.
Dec 25th
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Reblog if your life has changed a lot this year.
Dec 24th
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Christmas Eve Follow Train!
-destroymyheart: www.lyricalexperiment.tumblr.com Reblog with your URL! http://-destroymyheart.tumblr.com - I always follow back.
Dec 24th
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First 100 to reblog this, will get promoted ! So,...
ifolloweveryonenow: http://ifolloweveryonenow.tumblr.com/ http://ifolloweveryonenow.tumblr.com/ http://ifolloweveryonenow.tumblr.com/ I WILL FOLLOW AND PROMOTE ALL OF YOU IN THE NEXT HOUR.
Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
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I hate sleeping. The act of sleeping takes up so much time, so many precious seconds on the clock. Anything can happen when you’re unconscious. A missed text. A break-in next door. The end of the world. However, when you awake in the morning,you find yourself disappointed knowing that nothing has changed. That’s the thing I hate the most. When I fall asleep, I’m so...
Dec 23rd
A Christmas Story ;)
You awake with the taste of salt on your lips. You’re disoriented and cold. Why is it so cold?? You vaguely remember a crash, the sound of metal on metal, screaming… It is at this moment that you notice you are floating. All the memories come flooding back to you, like a torrent of unfiltered thoughts, a hurricane forming inside your mind. Christmas. The plane ride. Leaving town. An...
Dec 23rd
December 21st, 2010
I really have nothing to say here. I’m just lonely and bored. Too lazy to really come up with a poem or writing right now… I had one on my ipod but it’s out of battery >.< Grr.
Dec 22nd
A Letter From A Lousy Friend Part 3
Hey. Everything is collapsing around me. And you tell me I’m doing this to amuse myself? Yeah, thats it.  I create these problems in my head, I lock myself in the bathroom and cry, I treat my family like shit and I’m miserable because I’m seeking… Amusement. I’m sorry, but fuck you. Goodbye.
Dec 21st
A Letter From A Lousy Friend Part 2
Hello again. So… we finally hung out again. What changed?  All of our normal conversation, the jokes I make, the games we play, the time we spent, it all felt… Empty. Are you different? Or am I the one who’s changed? I don’t know how to answer this… but I feel myself growing further from you every time you say hello. Hopefully it’ll all work out. ...
Dec 20th
Cross the line if your best friend has made you a...
cassia2468: Too bad he left.  :/
Dec 20th
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I kind of love this.
apat2794: lyricalexperiment: OZ I am the Scarecrow. Guided by instinct, lacking a conscience. I am the the Tin Man.  My heart is dust, is beating long ceased. I am the Lion. Afraid to speak up, afraid to seek the help I so desperately need. I have walked the gilded path, the gold has peeled away. And the one behind the curtain, couldn’t save the day. I’ve flirted with the good witch, and...
Dec 19th
“I think death can be as beautiful as life.”
Dec 19th
get-high-or-go-home asked: ARE YOU A LESBIAN!? :D
Dec 19th
get-high-or-go-home asked: ARE YOU A LESBIAN!? :D
Dec 19th
Oz
I am the Scarecrow. Guided by instinct, lacking a conscience. I am the the Tin Man.  My heart is dust, is beating long ceased. I am the Lion. Afraid to speak up, afraid to seek the help I so desperately need. I have walked the gilded path, the gold has peeled away. And the one behind the curtain, couldn’t save the day. I’ve flirted with the good witch, and ended up alone. The...
Dec 17th
Winter
Winter is a funny thing. Everything that ever was, freezes up and withers away. Death is everywhere and the frigid air brings only pain. As the ground grows hard and cold, our souls too freeze over. We lock ourselves inside our warm homes and shut the rest of the world out. As Christmas gets closer we become anxious and irritated. The only thing that doesn’t crystallize in winter is...
Dec 17th
Eyes
Friday. Almost had a breakdown yesterday… but now everything’s good again. I keep thinking about you.  How as everything is falling apart in your life, you are the only thing keeping mine together. I shouldn’t put so much responsibility on you… but I can’t carry this load myself. The thing I keep thinking about the most though, is your eyes. Not the fake, blue...
Dec 17th
Life
Life. A blessing and a curse. How I love it… How I’m sick of it. This endless routine is killing me. The sick thing is it never will. It will never finish the job, just leave me hopeless and miserable, just surviving, scraping along, living a desperate excuse that some call “Life”. You are the only thing keeping me alive. So I’m beggin you dear, make a choice. ...
Dec 17th
"I'm Alive"
They say a picture’s worth 1000 words… Burn the image of me into your head my dear If you look closely, hidden among all the scars you’ll see endless words. Words said to make me hurt Things said through tears, thoughts regretted later on. You’ll find “I Love You’s” and “I Hate Myself’s” and “I Want To Die’s” ...
Dec 17th
If A Pictures Worth 1000 Words,I've Built You A...
They say a pictures worth 1000 words Then burn this image of me in your head, my dear And hidden among all the scars and ruin You’ll find yourself inside a library of tears Walk amongst these empty halls Look at what you’ve built, my love Read all the writing upon these barren walls And you can tell me when you’ve had enough All the “I Love You’s” all...
Dec 17th
Goodbye
Goodbye internet.  And sanity. See you in another few days. Or week.  Time to go back to sitting in my basement.  Thinking.  All I do is think. I hate it.  I want to scream just loud enough to block out my thoughts. Everything in my life right now is going great, and still I focus on the negatives. I focus on the ifs. I live in a fantasy that my reality could never be as good as.  And the...
Dec 14th
Hello There: Winter Frost →
cassia2468: Two Years later and here I am. Not any better, but not any worse. Mistakes have been made. Tears have shed. But everything always seems bitter in the winter. I really wish I would’ve followed my senses. I wouldn’t have been in this mess. Everything coherent, but falling apart at the same…
Dec 14th
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A Letter From A Lousy Friend
Hey. I know it’s been awhile since we’ve talked. It’s just… I got so caught up in the moment, so sure of myself, so lost in my own fantasies. Everytime I got ripped back into reality you were there. You didn’t always like it… but you were there. Every time I lost hope, cried, held myself shaking, wishing I had the courage just to end it all, you stood by...
Dec 10th
Thursday
Internet’s still out. At the library. Lonely and bored. Wake up. This is starting to get routine. 1 more day. Thats all that I have to get through. 1 more day. A lot can change in a day.
Dec 10th
Gah.
I don’t get it.  In the past 2 days we’ve gone from: “Do you think we should be dating?” to “Do you still want to go out?”  “I don’t know” to “Yeah” to “I don’t think we should be dating” to “Jordan. I lied. Wanna go out?…” to avoiding the subject and then “I love you” ...
Dec 4th
Dec 4th