December 2010
Blargh
Ugh.
I have a headache.
Cassia’s sick.
and probably asleep.
and I’m lonely.
and bored.
and I feel useless.
Nothing new there.
November 2010
Boop
Yes!!!!
Everything went right today (:
I only got to be with you for about an hour.. but now I can call you mine again. <3
I hope it lasts for a while this time… I love you Cass.
Happy Thanksgiving :)
Happy Thanksgiving everybody.
Life’s pretty good right now… so I guess I’m thankful for that. :)
Dont eat too much stuffing… (CELESTE ;D)
I
Am so ridiculously in love.
I shouldn’t get my hopes up.. They always come crashing down.
But screw it.
This time I am going to hope.
I am going to believe.
I am going to try and be happy.
I’d say I’m going to try to continue loving you.. But the thing is…
I never stopped.
You know things are messed up when you stop...
Another week’s about to start.
Don’t know why I’m in a bad mood.
The weekend was good…
Something feels missing though.
On a side note, Inspiration of the Day(or month): Don’t Go by Bring Me The Horizon
Dear World
Idk why I’m writing this.
Just checking if I still exist.
What's Wrong?
“What’s wrong?”
Me.
Everything about me.
“I hate myself. Down to the bone.”
Yeah. I do too.
“What’s wrong?”
You.
I miss you.
I shouldn’t.
I should hate you.
But I can’t.
“It’s just a mood swing”
I’m beginning to feel like whenever I’m happy, that’s just a mood swing, and the emptiness is...
Whenever I'm alone and I think about you, I always...
...
I don’t ever wanna sober up, never come down again
Because it seems that my reflection is my only friend
Girl, you’re addicting
And I’m about to overdose
I know that you’re killing me
and I might just go comatose
Because feeling numb
Is better than feeling pain
I never want to be freed
From this prison inside my brain
